Rin88Xtin

sigh... can't find a job tt i wanted... i supposedly very sad... but... i dun feel that sad at all.... guess i just need 2 move on from what i had n i can as for now.. im very great full of what i had im really happy tt i decided 2 left the place tt i dun feel serve any purpose for me anymore... im sad that i cant get the job i wanted... im also happy that i can see reunited wif my family.. im sad wif the changing in my life... since i need 2 let go lots of stuff i wanna move on... i wanna change for myself... god wish that u gave me the strength to face my future, i know my future will be lots of hardship i know im lazy, i kn

so bored.... can't take it... everyday i felt life so boring... so miss those days when i cn draw without eating, whithout rest, cn draw till im gonna KO anytime soon... so wanna draw, but ..... no inspiration.... wanna quit the job... but can't quit.... wanna had my own time... but thx 2 work i almost dun had at all... eventhough finally get them... in the end still can't feel better wanna had a peacefull day.... also can't had 1... everytime want 2 do something... mind n body can't connect at all... everytime i draw.. i got scared... scared wont be able 2 control myself... what a boring life i had... what a messed up life i had...

sigh... super moody... lots of bad things... get a job but the supervisor not like supervisor... only know how 2 order n make people hating her... supervisor... SUCKS... >> being told my supervisor have "super kind heart n super soft" >>but... the actual is... EVIL!! pay low... didn't learn much... no OT... no DESIGN related job... got MC = pay no leave = no MC money = pay deducted even though working more than normal working hours ive been disappointed lots of time being told work here we everybody learn together>>> the way they treat me didn't like what they told me all (https://www.deviantart.com/all) work must have team work>>> WHAT TEAM WORK??!! THERE'S N